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9 of Swords

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This card shows worry and anxiety. Number 9 shows that you have come a long way in your thinking; here, it may have become too much to think about. More responsibility, worry, difficulty concentrating, relax. Having problems with sleep and stillness, you will find no peace no matter what you do.
You're losing the concept of yourself, no longer knowing how to behave or the next step. Handling what needs to be done isn't easy. A worry within you can take shape in nightmares, and you are constantly processing the problem to both subconsciously and superconsciously find a solution.

You are unsatisfied with life, which can easily hurt you, bump into doors, trip, hit your head, and so on."Nightmares." Worry, depression, and anxiety. Violence or minor accidents. Something is lost.
Minor accidents. Involuntary loneliness.

Love
There is nothing to build on in a relationship except insecurity. Emotions are not expressed unless it is out of fear of abandonment or out of submissiveness in order not to be left to their fate. You don’t show your true self but use the "mask" needed to get validation. You make demands, can start scenes, become manic, stalks, and have a hard time letting go. Be careful not to get caught in this "spider web" out of concern or fear of hurting; no matter what you do, you won't be enough. ​You are worried, dissatisfied, critical, brooding, and want to be alone and in your negative feelings, constantly seeking confirmation.

Past
You've been through a dull period with turbulence and disappointments. You've had a hard time letting go of control. You've been taken advantage of, You've been sad and tired, and I'm unmotivated.
Present
You are sluggish, tired, scattered, insecure, don't dare to participate in events, walk away, get sick with worry. Encounters worry about resistance and do not have the energy to focus or deal with things, possibly fleeing into alcohol or drugs.
Future
You meet resistance, hit the wall, tire yourself out, miss an opportunity, split up, and get into trouble.

In the East (Work)
You may have an inner worry about not being enough, not being able to be who you are, and you can doubt your ability. You may have difficulty focusing on what should be done and worrying about meeting your commitments. You probably make things more significant than they are; you find it challenging to find your power and focus; you hear between the lines, creating a limit in what is, which for others is not great. But in your frame of reference, it becomes panic that you cannot control. Your work situation seems to have fallen out of your hands. What matters now is to let go of past mistakes and make new ones; it can't be much worse, right?
 
In the South (Love)
You can feel powerlessness and anxiety, set aside, get stuck on old things that have happened, refuse to move on, or lose control. You should see what you have, not what you want, and based on it, start over, creating something better, letting go of what has not given you what you wanted; otherwise, you would not be in this situation. If you are thinking about a relationship, let it go, so no one should feel it, but love should be joy, nothing else.
 
In the West (Economics)
You're probably in a phase of worry, losing control of your finances, too much spending that you can't figure out, and too much clutter; you don't get better order for wasting energy on feeling bad, but trying to find a creative solution instead, which is easier said than done, but do you have a choice? Feel bad, with the risk of losing everything or focusing on the alternatives you can instead try to find—the energy you use to worry you can use to create something new and open your eyes.
 
In the North (Health)
You are a little worried, manic, and panicky; you seem to have difficulty thinking about yourself and feeling good. You are probably more controlled by anxiety than by yourself. The panic and anxiety you carry, you need to sooner or later check; it's time to grab it and drop everything negative. You can also feel this concern in the body, even physically. Minor ailments, aches in joints, panic anxiety that takes over. Maybe it's time to take time off from everything stressing you out.
 
In Void (spiritually)
You find it difficult to find any spiritual inspiration at all. You may feel that God has abandoned you and you are alone. Something you believe in doesn't seem to hold up; you're alone in windy weather. You may have searched too much and lost the simple fact that you are just a soul among souls. Be logical for a while in that you may find your reason again.