5 of Swords
This card depicts stress, inner conflicts, difficulty finding stillness, and exciting yourself for everything or nothing. You don't see any security in anything for yourself, shattered and insecure.
You find it difficult to listen to yourself, to get an inner stillness, to feel confident in yourself first and foremost, and end up in conflict with your surroundings.
You don't know what you want; many thoughts are going here and there. It isn't easy to concentrate on completing what you have set out to do. There is stress. There is cowardice and failure.
Temporary relief, shutting down, can't be bothered to care.
Love
There is not much to suggest that this develops into a relationship, at least not one with love. If it's that you're looking for trouble, then you've come to the right place. Love does not consist of demands, worry, affirmation, or control; all this energy shows in varied forms, from sadness to aggression. You are stressed, impatient, worried, restless, elusive, and want to be alone and be confirmed. You have no peace to pause.
Past
You have encountered resistance, hit the wall, lost control, and chased yourself up. You have also been involved in conflicts and fights and cheated on.
Present
You are out of balance, stressed, arguing, cornered, and worried. You are also encountering unexpected resistance and are stuck.
Future
You face resistance, losing control, stressful situations, imbalance, and conflicts.